Wednesday, February 18, 2015

I Want.

I want...

to laugh uncontrollably.

I want a belly aching laugh.

I want clear, direct, honest,  and open communication.

I want him to know what I want and to know what he wants.

I want to be silly with him and to be my goofy, ridiculous self.

I want to be best friends.

I want to play together.

I want to talk about serious stuff.

I want to talk about regular stuff.

I want him to kill bugs and to cook.  (But those aren't deal breakers).

I want him to want me as much as I want him.

I want him to love God more than he loves me.  I want to pour over the Bible together and to be in community for Christ with one another.

I want to encourage and support one another in all of our endeavors.

I want to exercise with each other.

I want to go to the park together.

I want to explore and try new things together.

I want to go for walks.  I want to go for runs.

I want to compromise with him.

I want to feel it in my gut.

I want to love him.

I want to love him, flaws and all.

I want crazy, stupid, love.

I want to keep on learning how to love him.

This is just the beginning of what I need.

1 John 4:19.  We love because He first loved us.