It's officially October. Fall weather is taking it's time to get here, but there's so much to look forward to this month: birthdays, family, NC State Fair, 5K run, Halloween, life groups at church, etc. The first week of October proved to be a long one. With all of the icky weather and the sickness going around there wasn't much to be excited about this week. Work has been somewhat draining as well. Among four different schools, I'm trying my hardest to stay on top of things. My elementary schools are no problem, but one of my middle schools has been a bit of a challenge as I've been trying to sort out his accommodations, class placement, etc. The staff haven't exactly been openly supportive so that's caused me to be a bit on edge. Nonetheless, as of yesterday afternoon I officially made the changes necessary for my student and I feel like I can finally breathe. Because this change was kind of a serious one, I can't help but think "I hope I'm doing the right things." There's that little voice in the back of my head that keeps repeating "What if?" Much too often, I've ignored hat voice and have seen the effects of it later.
For example, on Thursday I went to see my second grader, same time as I do everyday and he was carrying his equipment (microphone for hard of hearing students). I was on my way in and by chance, ran into him in the hallway. I saw him with the mic and noticed it swinging and thought to myself, "Wow, he's being kind of rough with it." But because we were heading toward the room and I hadn't even had a chance to really transition and was lugging a huge bag and then some with me, it didn't occur to me to tell him to be careful with it. Well, 2 minutes later when we entered the room, we noticed a piece was missing. Oh boy, my paycheck flashed before my eyes!
Monday, December 31, 2012
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Here I Am.
I'm back! I guess blogging has never really been my niche. Although, I must say I kept up with this one pretty well this year. So, I have a lot to catch up on being that I haven't blogged since the end of September.
Here are the highlights:
October:
1) Color Me Rad 5k w/ Leo
2) Halloween weekend: haunted house, hanging out with Leo and Martha, etc (I dressed up as a marathon runner for school)
3) Dinner w/ Ms Dale and friends for her birthday
4) Found out I got into NC State's grad program! :)
5) State fair w/ Melissa
November:
6) Introduced Ricky to Dame's Chicken and Waffles and he got to meet Ms. Woods
7) Mom's Birthday (we had a surprise party at pf chang's! I organized it and made her a book)
9) Started "talking" to A
10) Thanksgiving
11) Caught up w/ Emizzle & Jess
12) United Way Grant Award reception (I was awarded $1,000 for my project "Technology for the Senses")
December:
13) Reindeer Fun Run 5k w/ Derrick
14) Went on a date w/ A
15) Stopped "talking" to A (and was rather melo-dramatic about it lol)
16) Disney World/Orlando, FL w/ mom and dad and uncle bro and aunt why for Christmas
17) Caught up with old friends over Christmas break (Matt, Tasha, Jess, Shan, Leo)
18) Tons of Christmas parties and food before Christmas break (sign club had a Christmas party and we invited some deaf friends to come)
19) Workshop in Greensboro and got to catch up with old friends (Amber, JennJenn)
20) Had a random "thing" with Amber's roommate lol
Other random memories from the past 3 months:
-Life group is going well!
-Tina is back in the area teaching again; wasn't a big fan of being a flight attendant
-Taught lil miss LW "Happy Birthday, Jesus" and she rocked!
-Saw the movies Django Unchained, Jack Reacher, and Pitch Perfect over Christmas break
--Got kinky twists and I LOVE them although I scratch my hair way too much
--Martha came to lifegroup with me one night which was swell
--speeding tickets =/
--Got a new laptop (finally) which I am using right now!
It's been a very full and happy end of the year. I've learned a lot. I look forward to all that 2013 has in store (friendships, relationships?, grad school, teaching, etc). Onward!
Here are the highlights:
October:
1) Color Me Rad 5k w/ Leo
2) Halloween weekend: haunted house, hanging out with Leo and Martha, etc (I dressed up as a marathon runner for school)
3) Dinner w/ Ms Dale and friends for her birthday
4) Found out I got into NC State's grad program! :)
5) State fair w/ Melissa
November:
6) Introduced Ricky to Dame's Chicken and Waffles and he got to meet Ms. Woods
7) Mom's Birthday (we had a surprise party at pf chang's! I organized it and made her a book)
9) Started "talking" to A
10) Thanksgiving
11) Caught up w/ Emizzle & Jess
12) United Way Grant Award reception (I was awarded $1,000 for my project "Technology for the Senses")
December:
13) Reindeer Fun Run 5k w/ Derrick
14) Went on a date w/ A
15) Stopped "talking" to A (and was rather melo-dramatic about it lol)
16) Disney World/Orlando, FL w/ mom and dad and uncle bro and aunt why for Christmas
17) Caught up with old friends over Christmas break (Matt, Tasha, Jess, Shan, Leo)
18) Tons of Christmas parties and food before Christmas break (sign club had a Christmas party and we invited some deaf friends to come)
19) Workshop in Greensboro and got to catch up with old friends (Amber, JennJenn)
20) Had a random "thing" with Amber's roommate lol
Other random memories from the past 3 months:
-Life group is going well!
-Tina is back in the area teaching again; wasn't a big fan of being a flight attendant
-Taught lil miss LW "Happy Birthday, Jesus" and she rocked!
-Saw the movies Django Unchained, Jack Reacher, and Pitch Perfect over Christmas break
--Got kinky twists and I LOVE them although I scratch my hair way too much
--Martha came to lifegroup with me one night which was swell
--speeding tickets =/
--Got a new laptop (finally) which I am using right now!
It's been a very full and happy end of the year. I've learned a lot. I look forward to all that 2013 has in store (friendships, relationships?, grad school, teaching, etc). Onward!
Sunday, September 30, 2012
Fall. Family. and Fluff.
So it's the season of autumn, at last. Pumpkin flavored foods, leaves, the state fair, crisp, cool weather...I see why everyone gets riled up about this season.
I will certainly miss the warm, hot weather, but with the changing of seasons means that time is moving on and we'll be closer again to summer. ;)
Life is good. It's weird at times to think I'm settling into the routine of adulthood. Nonetheless, life is good. I was feeling incredibly sick last week and missed a couple days of work. My parents came to the rescue and helped nurse me back to health. Ha, they're so awesome.
My cousin Veronica and her two kids, Jaden and Vance came to visit. They are all so sweet; I'm glad I got to see them and can't wait to see them again.
Work is going well. The kids are learning and the teachers are stressing, but I'm proud of some of the changes I've made for my students. My middle schooler and his brother even went to Greensboro with me last weekend to see a show, Deaf KissFist.
Other randomness: I went camping at Lake Jordan with the CNX Youth.
I had plans for this weekend, but canceled everything because I was feeling sick.
This weekend of doing nothing was much needed though. I've had a busy past few weeks so it was nice to just have some time for myself.
Tomorrow is our first sign language club at the middle school...wish us luck!
I will certainly miss the warm, hot weather, but with the changing of seasons means that time is moving on and we'll be closer again to summer. ;)
Life is good. It's weird at times to think I'm settling into the routine of adulthood. Nonetheless, life is good. I was feeling incredibly sick last week and missed a couple days of work. My parents came to the rescue and helped nurse me back to health. Ha, they're so awesome.
My cousin Veronica and her two kids, Jaden and Vance came to visit. They are all so sweet; I'm glad I got to see them and can't wait to see them again.
Work is going well. The kids are learning and the teachers are stressing, but I'm proud of some of the changes I've made for my students. My middle schooler and his brother even went to Greensboro with me last weekend to see a show, Deaf KissFist.
Other randomness: I went camping at Lake Jordan with the CNX Youth.
I had plans for this weekend, but canceled everything because I was feeling sick.
This weekend of doing nothing was much needed though. I've had a busy past few weeks so it was nice to just have some time for myself.
Tomorrow is our first sign language club at the middle school...wish us luck!
Sunday, August 19, 2012
Keep Going
So, it seems as if summer has come to an end. While, I will seriously miss staying up late, waking up late, being on my own schedule, freedom, no stress, traveling, loads of time with friends and family (wait...why do I have to go to work again; oh right...gotta make a living) I am ready for my second year of teaching. I feel more prepared and am ready to see some familiar faces again. LW's mom tagged me in a Facebook status tonight mentioning that LW has a surprise for us...that definitely got me more excited.
So, let's see being that the school year is starting up tomorrow I feel it necessary to draft a few professional goals for myself this year:
1) Have an organized and effective data-tracking system.
2) Conduct language samples on my students regularly.
3) Administer standardized assessments to my students.
4) Become close to student families and hold regular and ongoing parent training sessions.
5) Write a grant request.
6) Develop clear lesson plans and activities in a timely manner.
Okay, I think this is a good start. A few of my personal goals:
1) Work out/jog/run/walk on a regular basis in preparation for the Color Me Rad 5k coming up.
2) Stay connected with friends.
3) Go to church and pray often.
4) Try something new.
5) Eat out less.
6) Budget.
7) Take care of my face/hair.
I think these are all good goals.
So, summer in review:
--Went to a workshop with SB in Greensboro. Learned a lot, caught up with JennJenn and other friends, ate a lot, had fun.
--Went and saw ALL of my friends' new apartments: Kimmie Q, Melissa & Corrie, and Martha. All of them have such cute places...makes me want to move...and Ricky is moving next! geez.
--Hungout with Jessica a few times when she was in town
--Caught up with Shanflan and bffHyzer
--Met one of SB's friends who is deaf, she's cool
--Watched the Olympics...a lot. Spice Girls were in the closing ceremony #win
--Hung out with Martha and had oodles of fun; we went and setup our classrooms together #meanjanitor
--Saw Ms. Swann and met her daughter, very nice time catching up
--Hung out with my cousins Meka & Bari and went shopping
--Began drinking lots of water and taking care of my skin
--Hung out with Ricky. We watched The Devil Inside last night.
--Started a pinterest and twitter account out of boredom, lol. I really do love pinterest. Twitter is growing on me.
--and more...
So I'm gonna whip up a late night snack/dinner. Cheers to a new season! One of growth, change, and more intimate relationships. #keepgoing #CNX
So, let's see being that the school year is starting up tomorrow I feel it necessary to draft a few professional goals for myself this year:
1) Have an organized and effective data-tracking system.
2) Conduct language samples on my students regularly.
3) Administer standardized assessments to my students.
4) Become close to student families and hold regular and ongoing parent training sessions.
5) Write a grant request.
6) Develop clear lesson plans and activities in a timely manner.
Okay, I think this is a good start. A few of my personal goals:
1) Work out/jog/run/walk on a regular basis in preparation for the Color Me Rad 5k coming up.
2) Stay connected with friends.
3) Go to church and pray often.
4) Try something new.
5) Eat out less.
6) Budget.
7) Take care of my face/hair.
I think these are all good goals.
So, summer in review:
--Went to a workshop with SB in Greensboro. Learned a lot, caught up with JennJenn and other friends, ate a lot, had fun.
--Went and saw ALL of my friends' new apartments: Kimmie Q, Melissa & Corrie, and Martha. All of them have such cute places...makes me want to move...and Ricky is moving next! geez.
--Hungout with Jessica a few times when she was in town
--Caught up with Shanflan and bffHyzer
--Met one of SB's friends who is deaf, she's cool
--Watched the Olympics...a lot. Spice Girls were in the closing ceremony #win
--Hung out with Martha and had oodles of fun; we went and setup our classrooms together #meanjanitor
--Saw Ms. Swann and met her daughter, very nice time catching up
--Hung out with my cousins Meka & Bari and went shopping
--Began drinking lots of water and taking care of my skin
--Hung out with Ricky. We watched The Devil Inside last night.
--Started a pinterest and twitter account out of boredom, lol. I really do love pinterest. Twitter is growing on me.
--and more...
So I'm gonna whip up a late night snack/dinner. Cheers to a new season! One of growth, change, and more intimate relationships. #keepgoing #CNX
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
Summertime.
So, it's been awhile since I last posted. ALOT has happened since my last post in May. Almost too much to recollect, but I'll try. My first year of teaching is now behind me. I can't believe it. I feel like I am legit now and now that the first year of trial and error is over, that the remainder of my time in the profession will be dedicated to developing into a career teacher.
The year ended with a BANG with several parties, a retirement dinner, teacher workdays, engagement parties, meetings, and the like. Oh, and food. Lots of food.
I feel like I should have some sage wisdom to offer being that I've completed my first year, but I don't really. If anything, the biggest piece of knowledge that I've gained is we are all always learning. Every day is different. Every one is different.
This summer I've been on the goooo....
In June I went to Atlantic Beach with Melissa and Corrie. So far that was the highlight of my summer! I was telling one of my friends the other day that the three of us are all so similar in nature that it made it easy to plan our outings, meals, etc. We're all very much agreeable and I don't think I would've rather go on this trip with anyone else than these two. I'm so blessed to have these two ladies as friends.
The following week I went to visit my best friend Jessica in Baltimore. It sounds cheesy, but it was so nice to make this trip on my own. If you ask any of my friends all of them will tell you I was so frantic about having to tell my parents about my driving up to Baltimore by myself. But I did it and in the end they were fine with it (for the most part) and I'm glad I went. I feel like I never really do anything "spontaneous" or "risky" because I'm always too worried about what my parents will say and think. When they worry, it constantly makes me second guess myself. However, I can tell I'm getting older an more independent as my parents have definitely been more flexible and "hands off" with many of my actions.
Anyway, I had a great time in Baltimore. Jess and I took the metro into D.C. and saw the monuments and went to the Holocaust museum. We went to Inner Harbor in Baltimore and walked around. (We did A LOT of walking). We went to see the Orioles play at Camden Yards. I got to hear Jessica preach at the church she interns at and see where she will be working and living in D.C. next year. So it was a really eventful weekend. I also discovered this delicious sandwich called the Asiago at Panera Bread. Yum!
I spent a week at home at the beginning of July. My aunt and uncle came up for a few days too. My dad cooked out for 4th of July and we had some friends come over. Leonora came over too which was awesome. The two of us hung out with Liz in the evening and we watched Extremely Loud Incredibly Close. It was so good, but so sad. We should've watched Joyful Noise. On my dad's birthday I actually had an ultrasound which had me in a panic the entire week. But everything came back normal so after that scared I've been trying to be more health conscious. We went to the Airborne Museum with my aunt and uncle on his birthday. The day after his birthday, we all rode down to Myrtle Beach and spent the day.
I went to my friend Melissa H's baby shower. It was really good to see her. She lives out West so I probably haven't seen her in a year. Jessica spent a week with her and her husband this past week. (I actually need to go pick her up from the airport soon). I got to hangout with my bff Hyzer too. I miss her; I really wish she would come visit. We went to IHOP and Babies R Us.
So yeah, it's been an eventful summer...
My family had their 9th family reunion this past weekend which was an absolute blast. I can really see how I change clearly when I'm among my family. I feel like I'm more outgoing now among my family. Before I would stay right under my parents, no matter what. And I mean, I still kind of do that, but at the same time, I feel like I'm more independent and naturally reserved instead of painfully introverted.
What else...
Oh, I hung out with some of the young adults at my church about a week ago. We all went mini-golfing at this place called Pelican's. Samantha, Chelsea, and I got dinner beforehand at Red Robbin. Jessica came to stay with me too on her way back from Baltimore so she got to meet everyone at the church and find out all the juicy details. ;)
I met this girl named Elizabeth at mini-golf and she was really cool. We hung out after church and she came to Panera Bread with Jess and I.
I've actually been getting really involved with my church as of late and it's been great. I went to a game night, mini-golfing, and over one ladies' house for dinner and games. By the way, that was THE nicest house I'd ever been in. I'm really excited I get some time to spend with the people I worship with. It's harder during the school year being that I'm busier and a lot of the ongoings at my church happen 30 minutes from me.
Other random summer happenings....I've spent some time with Ms. Dale & her mom. We did some fun birthday things for her mom. I've gotten to meet Sabrina for lunch and catch up with her. I've been working with her student at the community college which I LOVE. It's part-time, just a few hours a week, and incredibly decent pay. Which reminds me that I really need to take the EIPA... And I've discovered pinterest.
I've also been researching grad-school programs and am looking at applying in a Master's in Reading program at either NC State and/or ECU.
In the coming weeks I'll have some more adventures planned....but until then I need really buckle down and get some school work done. It's so easy to be lazy though. Ah.
Alright, this was just an update on life. I'm living it. I'm loving it. And I can't wait to see what next year brings. Jessica is flying in tonight from LA (I should've went) so I guess I'll get ready to pick her up.
Happy summer. :)
The year ended with a BANG with several parties, a retirement dinner, teacher workdays, engagement parties, meetings, and the like. Oh, and food. Lots of food.
I feel like I should have some sage wisdom to offer being that I've completed my first year, but I don't really. If anything, the biggest piece of knowledge that I've gained is we are all always learning. Every day is different. Every one is different.
This summer I've been on the goooo....
In June I went to Atlantic Beach with Melissa and Corrie. So far that was the highlight of my summer! I was telling one of my friends the other day that the three of us are all so similar in nature that it made it easy to plan our outings, meals, etc. We're all very much agreeable and I don't think I would've rather go on this trip with anyone else than these two. I'm so blessed to have these two ladies as friends.
The following week I went to visit my best friend Jessica in Baltimore. It sounds cheesy, but it was so nice to make this trip on my own. If you ask any of my friends all of them will tell you I was so frantic about having to tell my parents about my driving up to Baltimore by myself. But I did it and in the end they were fine with it (for the most part) and I'm glad I went. I feel like I never really do anything "spontaneous" or "risky" because I'm always too worried about what my parents will say and think. When they worry, it constantly makes me second guess myself. However, I can tell I'm getting older an more independent as my parents have definitely been more flexible and "hands off" with many of my actions.
Anyway, I had a great time in Baltimore. Jess and I took the metro into D.C. and saw the monuments and went to the Holocaust museum. We went to Inner Harbor in Baltimore and walked around. (We did A LOT of walking). We went to see the Orioles play at Camden Yards. I got to hear Jessica preach at the church she interns at and see where she will be working and living in D.C. next year. So it was a really eventful weekend. I also discovered this delicious sandwich called the Asiago at Panera Bread. Yum!
I spent a week at home at the beginning of July. My aunt and uncle came up for a few days too. My dad cooked out for 4th of July and we had some friends come over. Leonora came over too which was awesome. The two of us hung out with Liz in the evening and we watched Extremely Loud Incredibly Close. It was so good, but so sad. We should've watched Joyful Noise. On my dad's birthday I actually had an ultrasound which had me in a panic the entire week. But everything came back normal so after that scared I've been trying to be more health conscious. We went to the Airborne Museum with my aunt and uncle on his birthday. The day after his birthday, we all rode down to Myrtle Beach and spent the day.
I went to my friend Melissa H's baby shower. It was really good to see her. She lives out West so I probably haven't seen her in a year. Jessica spent a week with her and her husband this past week. (I actually need to go pick her up from the airport soon). I got to hangout with my bff Hyzer too. I miss her; I really wish she would come visit. We went to IHOP and Babies R Us.
So yeah, it's been an eventful summer...
My family had their 9th family reunion this past weekend which was an absolute blast. I can really see how I change clearly when I'm among my family. I feel like I'm more outgoing now among my family. Before I would stay right under my parents, no matter what. And I mean, I still kind of do that, but at the same time, I feel like I'm more independent and naturally reserved instead of painfully introverted.
What else...
Oh, I hung out with some of the young adults at my church about a week ago. We all went mini-golfing at this place called Pelican's. Samantha, Chelsea, and I got dinner beforehand at Red Robbin. Jessica came to stay with me too on her way back from Baltimore so she got to meet everyone at the church and find out all the juicy details. ;)
I met this girl named Elizabeth at mini-golf and she was really cool. We hung out after church and she came to Panera Bread with Jess and I.
I've actually been getting really involved with my church as of late and it's been great. I went to a game night, mini-golfing, and over one ladies' house for dinner and games. By the way, that was THE nicest house I'd ever been in. I'm really excited I get some time to spend with the people I worship with. It's harder during the school year being that I'm busier and a lot of the ongoings at my church happen 30 minutes from me.
Other random summer happenings....I've spent some time with Ms. Dale & her mom. We did some fun birthday things for her mom. I've gotten to meet Sabrina for lunch and catch up with her. I've been working with her student at the community college which I LOVE. It's part-time, just a few hours a week, and incredibly decent pay. Which reminds me that I really need to take the EIPA... And I've discovered pinterest.
I've also been researching grad-school programs and am looking at applying in a Master's in Reading program at either NC State and/or ECU.
In the coming weeks I'll have some more adventures planned....but until then I need really buckle down and get some school work done. It's so easy to be lazy though. Ah.
Alright, this was just an update on life. I'm living it. I'm loving it. And I can't wait to see what next year brings. Jessica is flying in tonight from LA (I should've went) so I guess I'll get ready to pick her up.
Happy summer. :)
Sunday, May 20, 2012
Notes
2 more Mondays until SUMMER!
Hung out with Martha and Tina today at the park...wonderful first-year teaching time spent together.
I've been able to sign most of the weekend with my friend Lanny from church. I (still) LOVE the Deaf community!
Planning on going to Baltimore, MD to see my bestie Jess!
Oh, life. :)
Oh, and note to self: WORKOUT!
SN: May is THE busiest month ever. Ever. #butiloveit
Hung out with Martha and Tina today at the park...wonderful first-year teaching time spent together.
I've been able to sign most of the weekend with my friend Lanny from church. I (still) LOVE the Deaf community!
Planning on going to Baltimore, MD to see my bestie Jess!
Oh, life. :)
Oh, and note to self: WORKOUT!
SN: May is THE busiest month ever. Ever. #butiloveit
Friday, May 11, 2012
Transitions.
19 more days of school remain!
I can't believe my first year of teaching is almost over. Time literally flies!
I am beyond excited for the summer, however, I almost want time to slow down. I know after this summer ends, reality is really going to set in. I was trying to explain it to a friend earlier this week...but so much is changing. Not that there haven't been a lot of changes already, but what's coming in the next year seriously feels like the next stage of growing up.
Of course, graduating in itself was a milestone and beginning my first year of teaching was a big change. However, this being the first year in the "working world," it was very much a transition year. A testing the waters period of time. Meaning...it was a time for learning, constant adjustment, redefining myself, becoming familiar with my surroundings. Seeing what works, what doesn't work, what I love, what I hate...etc. I feel like this next cycle will call for more consistency and commitment. In short...being an actual adult! I can't play the "it's my first year," or "it's my first time," or "I'm new..." card any longer. Not that I typically make excuses, but still...I guess I"m just realizing this next year will be requiring me to discipline myself more and accept the positive changes that are coming ahead.
Reflecting on this past year...my situation was perfect. I live 10 minutes from one of my best friends from college; 30 minutes from two of my best female friends, and live and work closely to my job. It's been such a cushioned experience for a first year out of college. Surrounded by friends, not far from family, good job and sweet students...it's been like the perfect mix of growing into an adult and enjoying my single-dom in my twenties!
Now, it makes me nervous. Some of my closest friends will be moving away to continue pursuing their own journeys and future successes. While I'm beyond excited for their futures and new opportunities, part of me knows this will mean more change. Change can be good, but it's almost like this moment is ending too soon. I know with the changes and moving I'll be seeing less of my closest friends and relationships may waiver. And as more things change and I get older and see more, it's uneasy to go forward. But I guess I just have to remember that while there are things in the future that I don't necessarily like, that I must add a positive energy to allow for the best to come.
I'm honestly just rambling, but I guess it would be nice to go back in time for a little bit.
The year is soon and I'm already wracking my brain for next year. These last few weeks of May leading into June are going to be incredibly busy! EOGs, weddings, meetings, etc... I can make it through...if only for summer! I know next year will be great....I have sweet students, incredible friends and family, and so many memories and experiences to carry with me. As long as I keep the positive support and people around me leading into next year, I know I'll be fine. I think at the same time, in a different kind of way, it's okay to hold close to the way things were.
I can't believe my first year of teaching is almost over. Time literally flies!
I am beyond excited for the summer, however, I almost want time to slow down. I know after this summer ends, reality is really going to set in. I was trying to explain it to a friend earlier this week...but so much is changing. Not that there haven't been a lot of changes already, but what's coming in the next year seriously feels like the next stage of growing up.
Of course, graduating in itself was a milestone and beginning my first year of teaching was a big change. However, this being the first year in the "working world," it was very much a transition year. A testing the waters period of time. Meaning...it was a time for learning, constant adjustment, redefining myself, becoming familiar with my surroundings. Seeing what works, what doesn't work, what I love, what I hate...etc. I feel like this next cycle will call for more consistency and commitment. In short...being an actual adult! I can't play the "it's my first year," or "it's my first time," or "I'm new..." card any longer. Not that I typically make excuses, but still...I guess I"m just realizing this next year will be requiring me to discipline myself more and accept the positive changes that are coming ahead.
Reflecting on this past year...my situation was perfect. I live 10 minutes from one of my best friends from college; 30 minutes from two of my best female friends, and live and work closely to my job. It's been such a cushioned experience for a first year out of college. Surrounded by friends, not far from family, good job and sweet students...it's been like the perfect mix of growing into an adult and enjoying my single-dom in my twenties!
Now, it makes me nervous. Some of my closest friends will be moving away to continue pursuing their own journeys and future successes. While I'm beyond excited for their futures and new opportunities, part of me knows this will mean more change. Change can be good, but it's almost like this moment is ending too soon. I know with the changes and moving I'll be seeing less of my closest friends and relationships may waiver. And as more things change and I get older and see more, it's uneasy to go forward. But I guess I just have to remember that while there are things in the future that I don't necessarily like, that I must add a positive energy to allow for the best to come.
I'm honestly just rambling, but I guess it would be nice to go back in time for a little bit.
The year is soon and I'm already wracking my brain for next year. These last few weeks of May leading into June are going to be incredibly busy! EOGs, weddings, meetings, etc... I can make it through...if only for summer! I know next year will be great....I have sweet students, incredible friends and family, and so many memories and experiences to carry with me. As long as I keep the positive support and people around me leading into next year, I know I'll be fine. I think at the same time, in a different kind of way, it's okay to hold close to the way things were.
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